eruption

13 12 2007

i’m so so so so pissed off with my boss’s secretary. as in!!!!
grrrrr….. why can’t they just fire her. why can’t they just let her go!!!
she’s not doing her work anymore and worse, i am doing things that should be her tasks! what the…!!!!

i mean i don’t intend to offend secretaries. you guys have one of the most difficult tasks in the working world. and hats off to all of you. but dammit! this person that i am talking about is very different. in my previous blog, i mentioned that we are friendly friends and that i am so sad that my boss is always yelling at her but, now i truly understand why. incompetence is such a baby word to describe her. it’s like i’m about to cry. she’s not doing any work anymore. she’s always not at her desk. when you ask her about something, she would redirect you to another person, when you ask for her help, she would just pretend that she appreciates your output(mind you, i am doing her work). %&$’&#”%&’&%$#%**!!!!

if i could just shout all of my frustrations at her, i would, but i can’t.
i do really love my work ( my official work ) but if my boss will not have his own secretary other than her, i am so willing to leave my job. i’d rather come back to my bumming life at home. i very much like pressure at work(as in), but i so much hate stress. and she stresses me out! and the bad part is the cause of my stress is not my work! damn her!

the reason of why i am now more pissed at her than 2 hours ago:
i have just read my email at home and i read her reply to my email ( i was asking the contact details of his/our boss’ close associates, and she told me this: lucelle san ask _(name deleted)_ san >> [his local number here]. tangna! she knows i’m at home and she will give me the local number of this person for me to call, when she’s just in the office and she could do that herself. hay… ang presyon ng dugo ko, lumalagpas sa ulo ko!

ok i have to blurt this out because i don’t want to keep it within me. sorry for all my curses. she just makes me go insane. i was thinking of all the good things that i have done for her and all the tasks that i did for her because she does not know and does not ever learn ( no matter how many times i teach her ). mawawalan ako ng katinuan. i can’t help thinking all of those nice things i did for her. why can’t she just resign. it’s so obvious she’s being so lazy to spite my boss but all of the staff in our department are caught in the middle. i am just catching most of the bad effects because i am coming in the office almost everyday ( we are all part timers ).

and the other stinking part is, my boss is not talking to her anymore. because she’s making him cranky all of the time. as in literally, all of the time. so what he does is ask me to do this and ask me to ask [sec name deleted] for help. now that as i am typing this, i wanna tell my boss why doesn’t he tell that to her himself. $#$&#%$&&##!!!!!

waaaahhhh!!! i hate it! i hate it! huhuhu.. and tomorrow, i need to go to work.

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oh please please Lord, make things smoother. i don’t know how. just make things smoother.